Cross-Cultural Communication

Cross-Cultural Communication

Three flights up in a temporary room

just a slim chance to get it right

corner windows, streaked brown by the air of industry

resist the summer sun’s pursuit of my attention

coming up hot

everyday as it does, again and again

a daily chime from a clock upside down

reminding me reality is relative

 

Below, an atom of a city, vibrating all night where

swarms of scooters mimic starlings

 

above, glass towers rise as 21st century temples

to impress and reflect

another Forbidden City

reminding the people who they were

who they are becoming

the new emperors

 

While these officials flex their politics wearing white gloves to mask the filth

the neighborhood shopkeeper smiles

happy to exchange paper for cheap beer and ice cream bars

 

ours is a street diplomacy with

the people’s peace a loose butterfly net

catching our nationalism unawares and stuffing it in a jar

once contained, we don’t know what to do with it

 

a young woman sees the foreigner caught in another downpour,

wordlessly, she is at her side like a sister

an umbrella pops up sweetly

as if kindness is a currency

 

How do I repay you after such a small act in a world devoted to catastrophe?

Maybe we could continue this conversation in gestures since words have failed us

 

somewhere in the dissonance

there is an on-ramp

but I have to be paying attention to find the right road

this isn’t a job for old maps

 

what I think matters less

it was how you made me feel that I remember the most.

A Vacation

A Vacation

The last day on that wide, stone terrace

facing out toward the sea
green, a little blue, calm, and forgiving
eyes slit
bracing
while an island punch of sun
a rush of salty wind
seasoned my youthful, pirate soul
I turned in
ready to leave, despite all evidence to the contrary
there was no making sense of things in that moment
the meaning would come on the back end
leaving was the only way to grasp it
in the distance
the motorboat with its fussy insistence
interrupted thoughts of icy cold cola and hiccups
novels draped on the backs of faded folding chairs and peeling patio railings
back flips and disruption
time lived there
not reality
in that flow
I could hear things
muffled and lost in other surroundings
unheard under the din of daily life
at the ocean house
there were no days or nights
the same shit didn’t matter
one linear existence
somewhere between sleep and engagement
no concerns other than when to find dinner
or shower
thinking optional and discouraged
with little photographic evidence
it’s hard to make the case
but something happened there
who cares if it was only relief in one dimension
unsustainable like all vacations
like all vacations
low-stakes
later, I couldn’t shake the sand out of my beach towel
the memory of you just kept pouring out and through my fingers